justrun-.

three more columns

i showed qianling my "calendar of hope" today. hahah. yup, three more columns till we go to the columbarium. not really go i guess, at least till the EOYIs are over. then options start. can't wait. cos right now, i believe that we are all drowning in our SAsFAsPTs.

got this major pimple breakout on my face. it's affecting my self esteem lol. together with the additional fats i have accumulated over the past weeks from lack of exercise. did a new pat record when i didn't exercise for three darn days. but i guess there will be time to exercise my arse off come (what) may. but there will not be time to study my brains off. cos SAsFAsPTs are NOW. not later. NOWNOWNOW. yeah now.

read the article on joancsf just now. i wasn't in sch when they gave the presentation on her condition. so reading the article was really moving for me. not physically ofcourse- i mean i didn't move while reading the article. it's so inspirational. and scary all at the same time.

wish i had more time to type out my thoughts, but unfortunately the large mountain of work is calling. need to start appreciating the finer things i life. like even having a life.

no matter how useless and stupid life may seem, at least we have it. besides, it's up to me and my creative brain to MAKE my life.. MY LIFE. and make it useful, meaningful and anything else i want it to be.

i shall start to conciously try to be a better person from today on. if i forget, remind me.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [21:02]

and took [20060424] strides

it's the passion that drives you